Theifs in the World - The Swollen Sky and Missing Life

Evil and Forgiveness

All of us are carrying around some degree of pain and anger towards others, and self, that we are using as weapons. And just like me, you never meant those weapons for harm, but for protection. Jesus knows your heart and knows who He created you to be. So today, it is time to lay them down at His feet, cast every one of your burdens down before Him, and let the Truth set you free. There you will see what it looks like from a heavenly perception. A place where love, grace and mercy rule, and shame is put to the grave, forever.

Forgiveness has been something that I have struggled with all of my life. From the time I was born, I was being physically and sexually abused by my family and at the Mormon Church. I grew up feeling worthless and abandoned; constantly lied to and betrayed. I was beaten down for having gifts from God to see and talk to Him, and was taught that I was generally stupid and altogether evil. All these things shaped the core of who I was. Instead of growing into a tender young girl who loved the Lord, and wanted to help and serve others, I became devoid of love, focusing instead on hate.

Hate is a power that has driven me for most of my life. Hate, so I was told, was going to protect me, like a weapon or a coat of armor. It was going to drive away all of the evil, because self hatred would keep me in constant self flagellation. I could drive the evil out of my self, and keep the evil of others away, if I would just use the powers of hate.

I was only a little girl as these penetrating lessons were taught to me. As hard as I tried to cling on to what I knew of Jesus, it was ripped away from me, step by step, until I could no longer bear to even hear His name. Jesus name became a swear word to me, because His name now represented hate, anger, and pain to me. Jesus not only abandoned me, but took part in my abuse, as men would dress in His likeness and tell me they were Him.

As I grew, my life constantly reinforced these beliefs of hate. The rejection and abandonment I felt in my own home was enough to leave me feeling utterly hopeless. I turned to attempts of suicide and later, drugs and alcohol, to try to numb the pain that swelled within me. Nothing could truly take away that pain, but at least I could continue to face another day with a crutch to help me hobble through.

It was not only my family and church that reinforced the message that people will hurt and betray you. It was also relationships outside of the home, with friends and boyfriends. Each friendship I had, I ended up being hurt and betrayed. Each boyfriend I gave my heart too, used and abused me. Again and again my heart received the message loud and clear: People are evil and are always going to hurt you. No matter what you do, you must protect and defend yourself.

My drive to hate just continued to grow throughout my life. With no outlet for healing, the pain would just get shoved further down and bottled up. As I entered early adulthood I began having problems with anger and rage. Physical abuse in my romantic relationships caused me to in turn become violent. I had to defend myself from the pain and attacks, and so physical fights became normal with men.

It wasn’t until I came to a place in my life where I was able to finally meet God again. To remember that He is real and not a God of pain and torment. That led to me being able to take a closer look at Jesus. This Jesus that I had to reject in order to protect myself. As I read the Gospel message of His love, something I had been previously deprived of, I realized, this is the love I had been missing out on my entire life. This is the man I needed but could never find all these years.

I was never meant to carry such a heavy burden on my own. I was never meant to spend a life grieving what should have been. I was meant for freedom and for love. Things that had been stolen away from me in my innocence. All the hate and vengeance and anger I had been using as a weapon did not make me evil. In my heart I only wanted to protect myself from more torment. Jesus had already forgiven me, and so to forgive all the people who had hurt me was only going to set me free.

I no longer had to carry around the weapons of hate. Weapons I had fashioned out of fear and pain, but nonetheless weapons. What I hadn’t realized is that the weapons I was carrying were all actually aimed at me, and being used by the devil to hurt me even more. Once I began to hand over all of my weapons of hate, pain, shame, anger, rage, etc to Jesus, I saw the truth about who God made me to be. I am a light in this world, and a light on a hill cannot be hidden. I was no longer in need of hiding, because Jesus was setting me free.

Source: The Other Side of Darkness

http://www.theothersideofdarkness.com/power-of-forgiveness

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Spirit Energies

MEDITATING WITH CHRYSTALS

The new moon was at 8.45pm the next night. So that is what I did. At 7pm I lit the candle and opened my bag of crystals that I was given at the Chrystal healing shop. Then for 15 minutes I meditated by breathing, relaxing and freeing my mind of thoughts. I remembered to wrap myself in white/golden light.

Getting a bit bored I looked at the clock. Then I noticed the cat with big eyes watching movement in the kitchen. Something was moving up down and all around and across the floor. I got spooked and blew out the candle and packed away the crystals. Then I turned off the light and went to bed.

I read a book til I felt tired then went to sleep. That's when everything started to happen. I could hear movement under my ear, I thought it was something in my mattress. I could hear little noises around my bedside table. But the ear sound got worse. Every time I fell asleep I would be woken by the sounds of a million little mice feet running INTO the ear on the pillow. The sounds got louder as they got closer. It was worst in my left ear. Every time I lifted my head off the pillow the noise would stop. I stripped my pillow to make sure nothing was alive in it.

After settling down again scratching noises started up in the corner of my room. It didn't stop when I investigated. I was standing there wondering where the noise could be coming from. The scratching continued, I was positive that I had mice in my room, maybe even a rat, because the scratching sound was too big to be a mouse. I lifted the little pillows off the floor so that mice couldn't hide in their covers. I pulled open the cupboard drawers looking for signs of mice. I went back to bed with a thumping heart feeling very spooked. This time I said the Lords Prayer to myself and asked for the mouse/rat to stop scratching. It did. But I didn't sleep well until the cat eventually hopped on the bed to sleep with me.

Tomorrow I was going to fix those mice.

NEXT DAY

By 8am the next morning I had been to two hardware stores and was the proud owner of one rat cage and two humane mouse traps. Everything was set up in my room. I had lifted shoes and bedding off the floor so the mice had no hiding places.

I spent the day feeling unsettled knowing that bed time kept getting closer. I had heard that the noises were nothing to worry about because it was only my intuition opening up. Google said the ear sounds were similar to rustling cellophane, which was a very good description.

That night nothing happened. All traps remained set. No sound of mice or rats. I was again very happy when the car hopped on the bed to sleep with me. I wondered if I should get another cat. A sleepy cat. One that liked to sleep on my bed all night long, every night.

I began to feel a bit better about going to bed each night. But I also began to realise that I did not have mice or rats in my house. So if it wasn't anything alive in my house what did I have? Was it a spirit? No, that was too much. If spirits were real that meant the spirit world was real. And that meant invisible monsters could be real...

CONCLUSION

The following night I woke at 2.45am hearing a radio. A muffled sound that wavered which made me think it was a person walking past on the street. I could still hear it when I went to the bathroom and finally decided that my neighbour must have visitors in their backyard. I went back to bed and blocked my ear so the noise wouldn't disturb me. The radio music stopped.

I had been hearing it in my left ear.

I couldn't go back to sleep so got up and had a cup of tea and watched TV for an hour. I Googled 'hearing music clairaudience'. Then I went back to bed leaving all the lights on and the bedroom door open. I had a wonderfully happy dream and a very solid sleep. When I woke at 8am I felt like I had a hangover, one that stayed all day.

I was secretly pleased that I had 'the ability', or part of it anyway.

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View of the Bible from a Psychic

I hear that it isn't so much a blue print, but rather it provides the Christian perspective as to how you should live your life through stories and lessons. By implementing the practices, good and bad, a harmonious society would be created, and the reward would be a place in Heaven.

I also get that many things that start as something good can be turned into something else. If you take the messages in the Bible in the purest form, there is a lot of good information. Anything that extends beyond that (fear of a fiery hell or the concept of "all forgiving beings" that damn people to eternity for doing, or not doing certain things) are scare tactics used by some humans to encourage people to believe in a specific faith (and was exacerbated by the need / desire of wanting people to donate to their church and by early establishing PTW / Powers That Were).

Information comes to people in all different ways. If you are open and seeking it, it will find you. Everyone is ready at different times, so it isn't something that can be forced (and can be frustrating for those that "know" and want to share it). There is no magic website or book someone can read, but it is something within you that starts to wake up.

As you wake up, things will be put in your path. You will have opportunities presented, and it is your job at that point to take advantage of those situations. It is also important to know that if you don't take a chance when you have one, another will be put in it's place (if you truly are ready). Just like in the Law of Attraction, "what you seek you will find." Don't obsess that if your opportunity passes it is lost forever, things return to you (if you want them too).

Another way to help the ascension process is to determine patterns in your life (relationships, money, motivation, etc) that cause distress, and take action to break the cycle. This is one of the biggest ways to promote personal growth, which leads to a bigger expansion of experience (and prevents you from re-living another life with the same or similar obstacles).

There will be beings that chose not to ascend, or want to stay in the 3D. I am reminded that it is important to realize these "good people" as you described aren't being punished. The Universe doesn't see good or bad, it just "is." Everything is in balance, and most times balance requires a contrast of some kind. When these beings are ready, mentally, physically and emotionally, to graduate to the next level, they will.

Nothing is an absolute rule. The Bible shouldn't be viewed as a book of fear, but rather a perspective on life (a "guidebook" of sorts). (Some) Humans turned it into a tool of fear, but that was not the intention of the Bible in it's infancy. There are some things that are destined fate, and also an element of free will. There are also events and situations that occur in cycles, that is why it is always said "history repeats itself." We are in a cleansing mode and the Reptilian race (the PTW) are at the end of their cycle, and are fated to lose control by the people and situations that the Universe has aligned. Through their (the PTW) own free will, they are putting up a fight, but ultimately they are just prolonging the inevitable. 2018 will be a big year. Lots of power struggles and shifting are coming...

Source

http://psychicfocus.blogspot.com.au/2018/01/the-bible.html

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Invisible Growl

Last night my brother in-law was sitting in his living-room about 10-30 pm, since his mother died he now lives alone with his Akita dog named Kobi. He had just reset his modem to his I-PAD and loaded a word game, he was sitting there waiting when all of a sudden right next to him, was the most loudest and ferocious growl you have ever wanted to hear. His hair on the back of his neck stood up, he was scared stiff, his large Akita, lying next to him on the floor, jumped up and ran crashing into the living room door absolutely terrified.

I do not know if this has anything to do with it but the day before a next door neighbor over the back yard stopped him in the street and said that her young daughter aged about 6, told her mother that she could see Mrs P, the brother in-law’s mother who died last year, playing with Kobi in the brother in-laws garden. The child's mother said she could see anyone, but the child was most insistent that they were there.

The growl that so scared my brother in-law seems much like the loud scratching my wife and I heard on separate occasions some years back in our house. One has to wonder just what roams this planet and on occasions drops in for a terrifying visit, the growl and scratching to me come under Demonic, and again it makes me wonder about animal mutilations. But also it seems as though these incidents do not hurt you but cause the utmost fear.

The English Cognizant Citizen

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Rapid Human Cloning

Is Rapid Human Cloning (RHC) now being done in Deep Underground Military Bases (DUMBs)? … Now for a voyage into the esoteric about whether rapid human cloning is being done or not.

With the rapid development in genetic engineering technology in the consumer medical world now so evident, it is expected that human cloning will soon be possible. That is, if the existing state and federal authorities allow it. So far, they have passed laws to prevent it; and medical societies have set ethical standards limiting it.

Those who have studied DUMBs and the Secret Space War Program and who are well-versed in USG privatization and massive defense contractor secrecy realize that these topics are protected by so-called “national security”. They also understand that a Secret Shadow Government (SSG) has buried this highly classified research, which is at least 20-50 years ahead of the technology available to consumers.

There have been well-founded rumors for years of recovered Alien ET anti-gravity craft; numerous vetted, respected firsthand witnesses who worked in secret roles have now publicly reported this.Have there been Deep Black and Beyond-Black Joint Alien ET/ Defense Contractor programs in DUMBs for hybridization and rapid cloning?

Any reasonable person who examines all the available testimony and evidence of Steven Greer, MD’s Disclosure Project, and the available death-bed confessions will come to believe that these joint programs do exist.

They will also understand that these programs have been involved in profoundly anti-human criminal activities, that are crimes against humanity of the worst sort imaginable.

They will also accept the reality of recovered, crashed Alien ET anti-gravity craft, rescued alive Alien ETs living in US Custody and some Alien ET groups working on joint programs by secret treaties with the SSG.

Take geologist and tunnel engineer, Phil Schneider, who came forth and was murdered by Men in Black (MIBs) for telling his story. Schneider has been completely vetted by experienced Intel, and his story is rock-solid, backed up by physical samples he took and photos, too.

And there have been others who, despite great difficulty in doing so, smuggled crude photos out of the Dulce DUMB of a rapid cloning lab. We know there is cloning going on in artificial and transparent plastic fluid wombs bathed in purple light, and we know the organisms being grown look human and quickly grow to adult size and development.

What is not known is if these are solely human genome, or whether they are alien ET/human hybrids, or whether they are pure alien ETs that appear human, such as those who have been described working with DOD contractors on joint Deep-Black and Beyond-Black programs.

At one time, there was a rumor which originated from someone who worked inside a Deep-Black cloning program that there was a plan to grow cloned replacements for top corporate leaders, top politicians, and top entertainers.

These clones would appear, walk and talk almost identical to the subject and would be used to replace them, using sophisticated transition processes to conceal it.

It would not surprise me if this program had been activated. But the giveaway is that the clone’s gestures can unpredictably display stylistic oddities in their speech and behavior, due to neurological glitches.

These apparently can occur despite the fact the clones have been behaviorally conditioned using advanced psychotronic entrainment methods and neural implants. Insiders have claimed these glitches are a dead giveaway, and quite a few “substitutions” have already been made in top positions of government, corporations and the entertainment industry, including some stars and media “talking heads”.

Hived Clones
Are there Deep-Black joint programs with Alien ETs to create “hived” clones, hybrids, androids and to synthesize the human soul in these “created” creatures?

It has been rumored for years that the DUMB at Dulce, New Mexico, is a joint Alien ET/human project run by a defense contractor under USAF auspices. On the 7th level “Nightmare Hall”, human subjects of all ages are kidnapped off the streets, often from federal parks, and terribly tortured in unimaginably evil ways.

This person was caged and begged for help and mercy. The security is so tight that the worker couldn’t let him out and rescue him but leaked the story in an attempt to create a public outcry. Sadly, nothing ever came from this.Workers at Dulce are told that these folks are hopelessly insane and experimental treatments are being done to find a cure. One worker who leaked this info said he recognized one of the caged subjects from the nearest town, and that person appeared completely normal at that time.

This inhuman Dulce underground base should be surrounded by the US Army and captured, freeing the victims and bringing those responsible to quick, “three-day” military justice.

If leaks are accurate, none of these experiments to create and install a synthetic soul in clones have been even close to successful. Looks like the hybrids and clones are soulless and operate as functional psychopaths. (Perhaps these evildoers running these programs should learn that only God Almighty, the great “I Am” and First cause of everything, can create a human soul.)

All synthetic attempts, including the massive ones going on now to create an A.I.-based one, will fail. Certain A.I. gurus who run big Internet services and search-engines truly believe that they can create and impart a human soul to a large quantum computer, and then a demon or Lucifer will inhabit it and eventually take over all reality through this AI system. Some would say this is insane, sociopathic thinking, and would likely lead to a great deal of inhuman acts in the future, unless stopped.

These same AI gurus plan to create synthetic AI-operated policemen, soldiers and weapons of war. This is likely to lead to major wars fought by robots of all sizes. One inhuman plan is to power the robotic tanks by conversion of the dead soldiers’ bodies to electricity to power the tank.

The folks running these Deep-Black, Beyond-Black Secret Space War, joint Alien ET/human programs, and DUMB programs claim to each other they are protecting America and the whole world. I think the Alien ETs have mind-kontrolled them and that they no longer serve America or honor the Oath they took to uphold and defend the US Constitution.

People have occasionally asked if Alien ETs are Demons or fallen/lesser Gods (fallen Elohim). I can’t answer that definitively, but I do know that many Alien ETs are evil, and all demons are evil.

It is interesting to note that top British Satanic pedophile, Aleister Crowley, (Jack Parsons of the Jet Propulsion Laboratory and NASA was his satanic protege), went inside a pyramid in Egypt, and a gray Alien ET appeared to him. Does this establish a connection between Alien ETs and Demons? Do your own research on this and decide for yourself.

Source
http://www.veteranstoday.com/2017/09/13/rapid-human-cloning/

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Breeding Fear

Long ago was some agenda set in motion that placed life upon this world and ensured its survival by endowing it with an instinct to fight tooth and nail to make sure the species survives.

But why would you want to do that unless it benefited the creator of that life. Our existence deepens on our well organised production of food, among other things. We are very good at what we do, but! Do we really have free will or are we controlled by our creator, step back and take a look at this world. You are sitting on the Moon your head resting in your hands looking out towards the distant Earth, you know that if it was left to humanity Earth would no longer exist so there must be a control in place. So it appears there are just enough wars and conflicts to keep things ticking over, not too many and not too little, our whole life is controlled from birth to grave, and then possibly back again to rebirth. It seems a key ingredient of life on Earth is 'conflict' and its never far away, whether is an argument with your neighbor or a war in a far off country, conflict rules the day. Simple things like getting to work on time are a form of conflict, earning enough money to pay your mortgage is another, the whole of life vibrates conflict in some way or other.

Is conflict a natural state of living or is it forced onto us by an unknown entity, something that needs to control us for its own ends.

Take the words 'Fear of Death', these human words has been used for thousands of years to 'Control' everyone and everything, it has to be the most subconsciously ever present word used in the human life of this world. Just simple words like the recent news article expressing that 'Global Warming this year could see many pensioners die from the cold or heat stroke', those words would strike 'Fear' into many elderly people. You do not have to use the word 'Fear', just other words that conjure up the feeling of 'Fear'. 'The Fear of Death' is like an umbrella over society, most of us do not realize it but we go to the doctors because we subconsciously fear death, every day we are showered with fear inducing adverts graphically stating what illness we might come down with during our life.

Doctors and hospitals do a lot of good, but there is an aspect of it I do not like, it's something like The Spider and the Fly, I`m the 'Fly' and the 'Spider' is the medical establishment or the big pharmaceuticals. As I stand I feel reasonably well, but I bet if I went to my doctor with a small problem he would say I need a thorough check up (you might think, 'Dear me what will they find' this would be a trigger for 'Fear'). I will guarantee he will find something to send me to the hospital with, (more 'Fear') they now have you and will not let you go easily, your life is no longer your own, the Spider has got you. But not in my case I have taken control of my own life, I feel well, I eat well, I do like a drink with my meals, I do not smoke and I keep fit, what more can I do? I have taken charge of my own life and if that life has to end suddenly along the way then so be it. Yes I could collapse tomorrow but we are all walking time bombs, that`s how life used to be before the 'Fear' thing, you got on with your life until nature decided to remove you, and it will happen one day no matter how much medicine or vitamin pills you take, it's out of our control and big pharma knows this, so they need us to think they have control over all medical problems hence the reign of 'Fear' inducing adverts about our health. Without illness or the 'Fear' of illness big pharma would be nothing.

If a machine keeps producing an item then it's because that item is required for some purpose.

FULL DISCLOSURE MEANS A LOSS OF CONTROL
As we will discuss in a minute, the unexpected success of The Ascension Mysteries is an excellent move towards Full Disclosure. The Cabal, New World Order, or whatever you want to call it, is freaking out about full disclosure -- because it will mean a complete loss of control for them.

"The number one most profitable industry on earth is pharmaceuticals, with at least 11 main categories. Second to that is oil. Third is telecommunications."

The Cabal has thoroughly locked up the pharmaceuticals and energy industries. Full disclosure will quickly remove the profitability of both. Technology will be released that eliminates the need for "fossil fuels" and almost all forms of traditional medicine.

There will still be plenty of thriving industries, but there will also be an opportunity for many newcomers to get involved and have a fair shake. Ultimately, full disclosure also means the lack of need for a money supply altogether -- since we can "print" anything we desire with materializers - David Wilcock.